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Thursday, December 31, 2009

还有多一天就是一年了..
今年也发生很多很多事情..
时间也不会等任何人..
要懂得珍惜,懂得看好机会..
朋友还是朋友..
家人一定要好好对待..
情人要学会忍让,珍惜对方..

今年有些事一团糟
所以,乘这个机会,还没过新的一年..
要向所有我伤害的人..[对不起]
要向所有帮我的人..[谢谢你]
要向家人保证...[明年我会更努力]
要向我爱的人说.. [明年我们再努力]
要向大家说


[新年快乐]

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

hmmmm
boring at home now.
baby is working in her dad's shop these few days..
gona miz her lu~
thn then..
i wrote the appeal letter back to my coll
now waiting for another board metting..
swt
then only i will know wether they'll accept me back..
haih
hope they will
n hope they wont bar my exam results..
ish... juz hate it when they seem like they WANT my money..
nowonder when i tell my frenz aboout this coll
they responses are that its a "tam qin" coll..
means money greedy!
wad a HOLIDAY this is..
so damn boring..
haih~~~~
gOin to sleep at 3.12 (now)
== nitez

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

gosh.....~

wad is happening?
things seem to go wrong today..
i just dun hv the guts to tell my parents..
for one, my mom will be sure to share these things...
my dad, will just scold, and gv a disappointed look...

so here's the deal..
my sickness was getting better..
then when it was near exam time..
everything starts to fall into place..
i got lazy this year
and i just couldn't wake up early in the morning..
CITW lecture and tutorial is on the same day..
since i missed the 1st lecture class,
i just wont bother to drive all the way down for 1hr of tutorial class..
so i'll just continue to sleep..
and.. well, you need enuf attendence to be able to sit for the exam..
and yes, my attendence was 60%++
(pass point=80% and above)

so,, i tried to find the coll counsellor..
he could still help
by gving me the dockets(ticket for exam)
even with insufficient attendence..
yea... bt hell.. few visits to his office..
1. he wasnt there
2. he's busy
so.. it was the last day,last chance to get the docket..
i went with plan Z..
fake mc's ==
haih... and then... caught it was fake..
board meeting...
call me in..
and bamm...
[EXPEL]
nw the expel letter is with me..
and i just cant pass it to my dad..
coz he needs to write an appeal letter..
if i still wana study..
.....
.....
....and...today went to the doctors..
== got back to square 1
nw i nid to take 7+ (2*2) = 11 tablets a day..
fuck...

Monday, December 21, 2009

today.. fetch mummy to work in the morning..
haih.. hv to wake at 8am.. T.T
then then.. went bec n sleep ..
never felt so tired in my whole life..
><
but.. slept. for.. a ... WHILE....
lalalala.. then..
made sandwhich for baby..
after dat, went to her hse n sleep again
XD
then we went to kepong jusco to buy stuff..
present, card, and DRINKS,,
>< my car air cond sangat panas!ish!
haih... made my mood bad dat day..
lucky baby is "cool" enuf to handle..
lol... then we buy cake, n went to her class mate hse,,
XD
HAPPI BIRTHDAY SINYEE!!! (22/12)
we ate steam boat..
and then ate from 7pm++ till9pm+++
swt, guess who never left the table!
== not me!! my baby stayed at the table during that 2 hrs++
OMG!!!!! == eat, and eat, and.. eat... ><
lol... bt we had fun...
after dinner... we went to play "snap"
aka heart attack...
kakaka... but.. i should hv not intro dat game to baby..
coz she got every1 SCREAMING in the small room..
== and me n bday gal play puzzle..XD
after dat, join them for awhile wit the card game..
n then... CAKE TIME..XD by dat time adi 10pm+
then after singing.. n eating... n chat..
we went bec to the room n play again..
guess wad.. == i got a bruise in my palm..
caused by sum1's fingernail...
lol... terlalu "chee gek"
then... it dint hurt, bt when it started to bleed..
OMG..... every heart beat was pain in the palm..
lol...bt lucky gt plaster to help wit the bleeding/./
then we left at 11.30
n i fetch baby n her fren hme..
>< no gdbye kiss 2nite.. T.T
coz her fren was in car..
lol..... so... dat was our day...
haih, tired ..

baby, sum1 said u look like bee 2day.. kaka

Thursday, December 17, 2009

wheeeee...
we went to pav to watch 2010..
cant blive its still available in cinemas..
XD nice show..
but somehow i think it looks a little fake..

argue again today..
juz hate silence..
hmmmm......
im a hot tempered dude...
but i love my girl..
so baby~ im sorry ><

gona watch "friends" now..
yeap... hope to finish all 10 seasons.. @@
omg.... so many ...kaka
holidays here i come..

what to do for xmas? T.T

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

today baby made me honey lemon wor!
wosh... coz i gt abit sick..
too tired i guess..
T.T
went to sunway wit baby, jacky n ace ysterday..
jacky birthday ooo.. XD
bt xbb oso bday, din get to ge her hse for bbq er..
T.T
sob..
had fun though..
happy bday jacky n xbb! (14/12)

happy birthday to my best fren 诗诗(15/12)
now should be celebrating at sabah wit her bf bah..
XD hope both of them will be happi forever luu..
miss her so much.. ><
c u on 27th yar ! muah!

ps...baby ur honey lemon nice nia!
XD wana drink sumore!
kekeke.. thx for pui me 2day..
luv eu

gona online less frm 2day on...
hmmm ...
T.T sad... sad... sad....
sorry mum n dad..
i'll be responsible for it ..

Monday, December 14, 2009

lovin dis song~
wossshhhhh~~
bt 4 nw..
nerd mood [ON]

8.20am...
== 2day is the 14th of dec...
ada orang bday nia..
cant believe i din slip the whole nite ==
omg.... how to exam later ..
T.T
ada syok...
2day is marketing exam...
after exam, gona meet baby n frenz at sunway lu...
sudenly feel so old..
swt..
bcoz...
i get tired so easily..
think i better do some exercise
n improve my image.. ><
its been a long time since i "jap jap" myself..
grrrrr..
all along is either my fren
now its baby who will dress me up ==
keke...miss-ing lil fishie nw yar..
piggy pig pig=p

all the best in my exam.. T.T sob!~

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

有够摔...
== 那么快就被揭穿..
哎..又跟宝贝吵架 了...
不知道是怎么了...
她还是不理不睬..
生气又不能发泄..
只好玩杀人游戏...
明天还有考试的说..
什么都没心情做了啦!!!!

心情指数: [<2%]
wtf...

from 2day onwards..
mr bee dun wana live my life around such a narrow path
i wana expand n grow mentally!
wana do great things in future!!
muahahahahahaha..
wana live a better life
instead of being sad over the same things..
i wana be happy again...
wish me luck..

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

good luck to me..
exam week is here finally
>< focus bee!!
garrrrrrr
[拼了!]

Sunday, December 6, 2009

browsing through some files..
thought i'd saw something interesting..
but...
i just saw those things again...
just the ring of the tone and u went to get the phone..
just a few words and u said more then u used to..
ya your past got you and u snatched it away..
my past got me and u decided to have a word to say...
whatever.. ur diary still stays the same..
so many days gone by
but u still make it seem like it was just yesterday..
and you were SO into yesterday...
while having me to pass today..
whatever... im sealed with my emotions..
whatever... ur heart is still the same
whatever... thats wht u always say to me..
whatever... you'll NEVER give me an answer..

Thursday, December 3, 2009

!@#$%^&*

Sunday, November 29, 2009

i hate it when we fight...
guess i'll have to set my heart ready...
ready for what may be coming..
i dont know wether its u or me to break the news..
but we're just hanging on the border...
or mayb is a wrong feeling i have...

coz whenever u pick up that boOk..
i will be crying..
and all you have to say is whatever....

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

i hate this part.. right here

Monday, November 16, 2009

just like this song says..
maybe...two is better than one..
and its true,
coz i cant seem to live without you

考试要到了..
怎么那么快..
心情差得无法专心..
需要的支持..
到时候会不会出现?

你也很久很久都没上线了吧..
很久很久都没看这里的一切了吧?
每次开你的blogspot..
我都很伤心...

几时..你才愿意为我付出?
什么时候你才愿意为我哭泣?
你知道吗?
我真的很累..
一直都没有答案..
真的不好过..

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

给个-朋友-

你没变..
可是有在成长..
可能是以前要求高..
可是.... 最基本的..
你办不到....
你身边来来去去..
走了很多原来很疼你的人..
知道原因吗?
你只不过还没定性...
对身边的人跟朋友..都很暧昧..
可能你需要一个不介意那种性格的人..

Friday, November 6, 2009


omg~~ assignments~~ T.T
have to discuss sumore~~
haih~~...
now i knw how it feels like to be a team leader..
hmmm~
maybe i should plan well before...
anyway~ my baby should be doing math exercise now~
XD and and~
im going to make myself maggie mee to last through the night~
wosh~~ than than~ later call baby~~ ^^ yar!!


ass' mode [ON]
~GOD BLESS MY SOUL~

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

girl the way you are
makes me feel like a star
whenever i close my eyes
i think im ready to go
your smile cures and care
whenever im in despair
coz whenever you are near,
the rain disappears

baby how can i describe you?
your just to good to be true..
stay with me please, dont say u'll leave
coz things would suck and i cant live
bottom line is...
girl you make things better


ps: good luck in ur exam for the next 3 weeks yar!

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

麻木


今天受了很大刺激...
不知怎么搞的...
心情错乱....
大家~
这是我的晚餐... ==


我来介绍...
1) yong tau fu!! xD
2) biscuit + raisins..
3) milo powder ==
4) dried fried sotong fish

last but not least....

apple aloevera yogurt drink in colgate cup

一定会搞到我大战争.....
T.T 伤心....

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

[you ought to know...
tonight is the night to let it go...]


It really is time to let go...
or else its my time to do so...
IM GETTING TIRED
please take over my place
一个人努力..
单方面付出..
真的很累..
请别一副无所谓..

Sunday, October 25, 2009

xD miss my baby so muchie~ T.T
2day whole day din see her jor...
sob..... ><

confessions of a bee.. xD
wanna hug my baby badly~

From me to you.

你的笑
是我伤心唯一解药
没有悲伤如此美妙
能不能只属于我一个人的笑

你环绕
在我世界黑暗地道
点亮了最深奥的轨道
能不能只属于我一个人的拥抱

看着你睡
让我~陶醉
算我自私
想独贴~你的美

你疲劳
还会笑
多担心你 没人知道
大口咬
大喊大叫
你的疼痛 又谁明了

我只要
你过得好
只要会想 对你的好
得不到
不重要
一起高兴过就好

有你心爱~着我多好

my only u'll be
ur heart is in me...
the moments we share
will always be there

at times when you cry
i'll stay by your side
your warm place to hide
all sadness behind..

i'll cherish each day
of chances to say
no matter what comes in our way,
i'll love you always

ps: 8 months isn't easy,
baby you take my heart away with every smile =)
hold on to me yar~ ^^ i'll never let you go


10/25/09

== 够力..
大概1AM 回到家..
因为淋到了雨水
要去厕所洗洗..
洗着洗..
一瞬间看到天花板有个黑色的东西...
回头再看清楚
只有只壁虎...

谁知突然听到了 "plop"一声...
然后看到老鼠前后前后跑...
== 有点吓倒...
可是看到有点可笑..
因为老鼠不懂要往哪跺..
而且跑得很可爱
结果就跑到水钢后面了...
....
过不久...爸爸不知怎样..
搞到老鼠掉进水钢... ==
看着老鼠拼命游的表情...
T.T
心好难过...
爸爸找武器时..
我就拍了下来..



最后,相信大家都知道结局..
T.T ....对不起丫老鼠...

已经25号了
又到了这一天
八个月前的今天...
我是带着非常高兴...
非常期待明天的心情...
因为宝贝接受了我...

过了那天的每一个25号...
我都很想陪你度过...
因为不想让你有想到他的机会
希望着有一天...
25号会只属于我们的..

可是... ...
多用心...多努力.. 还是一成空...
三个月~六个月~ 现在...八个月了..
你的心情到底是怎样?
我好象每次都会这么问...
习惯了你给的答案....
这个25号....
不问了...
因为不想再知道类似的回复

[我爱你]
这个感觉不知道是何时开始浮现..
有好几次因为这样感到悲伤
可是有好多次都会因为你,
忘掉悲伤的存在...

曾经试着把他从你的心里推开...
曾经试着鼓励你,陪你面对...
曾经试着不去管不去介意...
曾经试着安慰你的思念...
甚至曾经试着不去理你会不会爱我...
...有谁不希望心爱的人不爱自己...

把所有试着的曾经抹掉...
我做得到..
你呢? 做到了吗?

八个周月快乐...
八个多月分手快乐...

Thursday, October 22, 2009

40%lazy + 30%procrastination + 20%intelligence + 10%help + 10%luck
= work done just on time

T.T ouch~

Monday, October 19, 2009

ASS-maniac

omg omg omg!!
assignments due~

23rd - BCS
26th - media
30th - management
4th nov - CITW
sumwhere in nov - marketing


and.... ntg is done!!!! T.T

~~save my soul~~~

Monday, October 12, 2009

so many things i wish i could keep it in...
that much of things i wish i would know..
it all comes down to one question...
or maybe two..

do you miss'em?
or u still love'em?

very disappointing i guess..
coz i'll never know....
its just unfair...
i hate it when there is no answer
wadever...

Sunday, October 11, 2009

people like me...

回到家了
等待老婆的回信
边想...边拿衣服
进了厕所冲凉

信息来了...
内容说得即有道理...也蛮伤心
可能因为我们都活在反对同性恋的社会
所以是很难维持,很难不去管别人的看法

爸爸妈妈真的很伟大
即使被外人问得尴尬..
也有办法把尴尬的场面说成一个笑话
同时也可以继续为我努力关怀

我的头脑不是呆
这点我看得很清楚
可是... 就是选择了模糊
难道这是所谓的"爱着不该爱的人"?

你说你跟我不同...
你家人多,认识你的也多
认识我的人少...
感觉象在跟明星谈恋爱...

我尊重你的看法
也会随环境控制自己
只希望...你... 不选择清楚..
(我变得自私了)

结果冲好凉后发现
我拿的衣服
有两件内裤
两件衣服
一条睡裤....
== 炸到

Friday, October 2, 2009

haih...
moody moody moody~
now baby bbq-ing.... ==
and drinking beer....
yea "i want my face"
dats y im not going since im not invited...
wadever...
im siu hei....

go have ur fun

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

life is full of diff feelings
the key is to feel the moment
and cherish wad you have..
i remember this from a show

man:where are you?
boy:i am in this moment
man:wad are you thinking about?
boy: about the current
man:what time is it?
boy: the time is now
man: then you are ready...

its a show where a man teaches a gymnist the meaning of living in the moment..
when all your thoughts, your feelings focus on what you are doing
you are prone to do things in a different manner
and get the best out of it..
i 4got the name of the show though..
but it really made me think..

after the show, i was really motivated to do things..
study.. assignments..
be involved with friends...
but i got lost somewhere...
and now i seem to be lazy to go to coll..
hmmmmmm~ i guess i became lazy..

[finding my motivation back]

Saturday, September 19, 2009

sob~~
2day cant really teman baby~
T.T
sorry~
duno wad time will she wake up~
nw duno wad to do..
wonder whether she ada makan anot..
laopo , wait 4 me yar..
open door 4 me 2nite muax!



u want?? xD


miss eu
so im thinking of eu~
=)

Thursday, September 17, 2009

raya要到了
不知会过得怎样
礼拜跟宝贝打工
>< 要来bong chan
nike klcc.. 3rd floor~ xD

最近过得不错
没什么大风波
只是多了几个assignment...~~
T.T
wakao~ ada sad~~

希望可以赚多多少少的钱
还债, 带老婆吃好吃的
ngekngek~ xD
我们要吃多多!!
O^,^O

i need $$
baby playing pet society now..
din choi me..~ T.T
dats y i bloggie here
blek!!! xD lalalala

Sunday, September 13, 2009

do you still think about her?
i bet u do..
did u wish she was me when i'm by ur side?
i bet u did...
do you ever think or miss me when you are alone?
i bet u wont...
i hate that i love you so...
its just unfair....

Sunday, August 30, 2009

stayed up till the morning
dont know why i have this feeling
that will never go

dressed up for the evening
on my bed watching the ceiling
dont know where to go

now its taken me this long
baby but i feared too much
coz now its taking me deeply
all i wanted was to be your all

dont matter anymore
after all
you dont seem to respond
even if, i, would
have just left you and gone

baby will u call out to me
if you'd never get to see me
like you did before?
you're not sorry
no~no~

Tuesday, August 25, 2009


i woke up
with tears
a dream
of sadness..
the only way to get over it
is to tell myself
[its just a dream]

Monday, August 24, 2009

recent activities:
-eat
-sleep
-class
-pool game
-restorant game(facebook)
-burger shop 2
-baby having holidays now

things to do this week:
-bring baby to buy artificial bread to sell
-bring baby to book fair around klcc area
-complete parts of my assignment
-heal my ulser.. T.T
-wash my car
-classes
-save some $$ xD ngek

baby sleeping like piggie nw.. ><
ps: i 4gt to take my medcine for a few days jor.. aiks..

Monday, August 17, 2009

[你完全的离开了我的世界
留下的也只是残酷的快乐回忆
如今你也有了另一个她
平时的称呼也有了她的声音代替了我的
不再属于我的hubby
不再是你的booboo

现在的我会好好过
虽然有些时候
还是会崩溃的思念
心猛烈的欢呼着你
一直希望你也在想念着我 ]

this is what my heart would think
if i were you, that saw him again
baby i will still be the one who will stand by you
the one who cares for you
though sometimes i am not the one for you
you will always be the one for me
u caught my heart in every single way..
leaving me only one thing to say
i love you
so hold on to my hands dont ever let go
coz i wana have you by my side
wherever i go

Saturday, August 1, 2009

sulky saturday

had japanese for dinner
nothing for lunch..
slept through breakfast time..
thought i'd enjoy a good supper with her..
but she's going out with her ex instead..
now they're friends..
so i dont really have any comments..
she did invite me along..
but... she dint seem to wish i'd come..
so i rejected her offer
here's what we said..
fish:等下跟华华出,看你要不要跟
bee:噢~怎样去?
fish:他驾车上丫丫山啦
bee:哦,那你要不要我跟?
[paused for a moment...]
fish:等下他飞车你又多多话讲噢
bee:将我没有去,他飞车我还不是会多多话讲
fish: ...
bee:不会有什么我会讲的啦
fish:随便你啦,你要去你跟我讲,我现在叫他来载我先
[click][tut~]
........ hmmm.......
do i have a point in writing this out?
yes... im being a "gia su" bf...
being afraid of things when i should gv her some space instead..
her own space to have a relationship with people she wants to
i should even gv myself some space..
sigh
its tiring to be jealous
its tiring to try to be cool
when all i can think of is her safety and hapiness
but she doesnt seem to gv a damn bout it..
so fuck it...
fuck everything that i've done..
fuck the tears and the effort
fuck the perfect love story i wanted so badly..
fuck the hope i planted in so deeply
those goals just makes me suffer even more..
so for now,
[new objective attained]:
just dont worry and be happy :)

Sunday, July 26, 2009

最近的我们

this innocence is brilliant
i hope that it will stay
this moment is perfect
please dont go away

wheeeeee~
went to westin with family to eat dim sum at 12
took some pictures of how the hotel looks inside
(upload later)
then my sis and i ordered some dishes
not bad.. but my sis thinks it isnt nice..

then after brunch...
went to pavilion to take a walk..
sis bought a scarf and a skirt.. =.=
i bought nothing.. broke..
haha
but i did have an eye on some cloths that cost 100,200+
sob~ *

went back home and had a nap..
boring day actually.. hmm~
coz 2ml i hv to go for class jor T.T
and.. i cant find my payment recit! ><
hope to find it soon~..
amen!

gd luck for the following week... ==,

Friday, July 24, 2009

see no crap
hear no crap
ignore no crap
care bout no crap
thats wad you do best!
and thats wad im gona do
-whatevEr-
i hate this word but mayb i'll start to like it

Monday, July 20, 2009

回到过去

最近
说发生很多的事~
对,也可说不对
早晨坐在客厅门口面前的我
突然的回到过去
脑空中冲过详细的片断
好多好多的情绪
好多好多的任务
好多好多的过去
天空中的云似乎在变化
这么久以来,天空都在变
当初遇过的天空,无法逆时了
就像人生,只能回想

想到心中曾受的苦
想到眼中所见的怒
想到手中紧握的错
都不属于我的-伤
为别人所付出的
完全白费 (好讨厌这四个字的联合)
该是时候对自己好点
该是时候爱自己多点

抱歉
对所有我伤害过的
对所有我抱怨过的
现在想要放开自己的我
却还紧紧锁藏在矛盾的被窝里
不愿放开一切过去
不愿放开一切现实中的悲哀,快乐
抱歉,对自己说
将来的
顺其自然
不要再想不要再思考
你的想法你的思念你的过去
你的爱我先手放开
不再有所期待
这样对自己好过点

好想回到过去
跟你一起面对一切
为了批此而努力的过去
总是有个目标一起追求的我们
这样的,变了
现在的我
突然好想念你-以前的自己

== 胖子

Thursday, July 16, 2009

i need some answers

Sunday, July 12, 2009

以前所发生的
都是成长之路
你有的成长
我们很开心
可是你对我的疑心
我实在是失望
难道一起经历过的,
陪你玩,帮你解决的问题,
不介意你的过错,
在所有人把你看得死死,
只有我们几个的陪伴,
难道都只让我们更了解你?
而你一点也不清楚我吗?
在你面前哭过
在你面前笑过
我无穷的表情和心情你都见过
只为爱而流泪的我
今身为了朋友只流过两次的泪
一次是因为我的好朋友
而这次,就是第二次
是因为你的疑心
属于你的我不曾赞为己有
最近你对我说的话有多刺心
你都不知道
而却把它当成玩笑
真的很失望

blablabla~~

i wana write
but i dont have the words
i wana draw
but i dont have the image
i wana run
but i dont know where to
i wana hide
but i dont know how to
i wana confront
but i just cant seem to
i wana scream
but i lost to my dreams
i wana love
but i cant share it
i wana hug
but it will be meaningless
i wana be urs
but you wont want me =(
sob~~ sob~~ sob~~
><

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

一片黑暗

................无耐 .................................................空虚...........
......................坚 ..................................
.............................................绝路 .......................敢..
.......孤独.....................................................
.................................. ....
.伤.......................................... 容忍........
..........................悲哀......................................
.........................................脆弱 ................
........ ..........................委屈
....................................................................
单纯 .........................................没要..............
..................快乐........................................
............................痛苦 ...................
.......................负 ......................................
.
.
.
.
.
.
只有
我知道
我心中的
黑暗

Sunday, July 5, 2009

我不知道我几时会变个坏人
可是,那天看来就要来到了
越是爱你,就越在意你心中有他
我是他的代替品吧?

你说的想要我在你身边
是把我当成是他
然后骗着自己吧?
我只可以沉默

就算我哭,你也不会伤心
所以我再也不会哭了
不会像当初因为你的伤心而觉得心疼
不会再因为酱而哭了

不再是个好人
还没变个坏人
你会从中把我变成哪一种?

Friday, July 3, 2009

笑中带泪的你
我明白

还留在你身边的我
我不明白
没勇气的你
我明白
爱?-恩
傻?-恩
笨?-恩
被回忆伤害无数次的你
我明白


她到底是谁?-我爱的人
每个月总有一天会难过的你
我明白
她到底值不值得?-也许不值得
痛着想起他的你
我明白

那为什么还要勉强自己?-因为我厌倦了逃避,容易放弃的自己
有时宁愿孤独承受一切的你
我明白

你现在这样不是也在逃避吗?-是吗?
害怕单独的你
我明白

放弃也许大家会好过,你想过吗?-有
‘爱着一个不爱你的人’的你
我明白

那你现在这样又何苦
还深深爱着他的你
我明白

因为发觉自己已经没办法让她离开我身旁
有她在,我就能痛快的过日子
我深深爱着她了
做错了吗?

Sunday, June 21, 2009

礼拜

最近开始打工了
有点不习惯
可是我终需要长大
要学会适应
忽略到宝贝了,><
她像我诉苦后
我就决定了多累多苦都好,
都要赔她
而且这几天,我都好想念好想念她

做了七天的功
终于礼拜休息
可是好像有点发烧==
早上很早去载啊成上班
一回到家,就一直睡到下午
宝贝跟妈咪出去
过后跟家人吃饭
去到很远的地方==
还吃好餐,幸福到~
因为是父亲节

晚上我们就喝茶
今天我发了不该得脾气
又弄气了宝贝
...是因为她的信息吗?
还是因为早上发的烧? ==
所以比较容易发脾气
唉~总而言之,我做错了=(
苦恼T,T

Monday, June 15, 2009

empty streets, breezing wind
all i saw is darkness, and you
just by sight, captured by your smile
caught..
your darkness, your light
your deepest thoughts seems so shallow
your laughter, your tears
caught by everything going on inside you
caught .. by your touch
shining sun, warmth of your grace
all i saw is brightness, and you
just by sight, captured by your tears
caught..
I lock me in your memories
it seems so sweet its lingering
this part of you is suffering
just let go~ just let go
your darkness, your light
your deepest thoughts seems so shallow
your laughter, your tears
caught by everything going on inside you
caught .. by your touch
caught ..

Thursday, June 11, 2009

3days 2nites

langkawi trip XD
11pm bus, in the end, waited till almost 12am
then the bus come and depart!!
too boring, taken while waiting for the bus to start
and...then... xD hungry!!
after duno how long journey, we stop for toilet break..
but the four of us, bz taking pictures instead ><

[two more ppl duno wad pics they took]
after long 6++ hrs of journey~
we reached kuala perlis!!
then then, the gals go and ask bout the ticket
while the [guys] photo freaking =P
(==, me and cheng oso did this) [hug pole]

when the gals came..we walked to the "ma tou"
tada~~ our ride!!

then then, in the ferry =.= take pic again
after1.30 hr ride,we reached
rented a car, got our map, and we went to our hotel..
XD we were to early for check in, so we visited the beach 1st!
and this wad what happened ==
the two gals duno doing wad there..

then we check in and got ready to go out..
went to the ferry place
we went to survey some prices there,
and then we played mini pool ==
taken in the toilet xD
after that we went for walk..
sunset =3
2nd day:
xD in cabel car

guess what this is?
[its a worm]
nice nice view! xD
this is a bridge!! taken from top xD
cotton candy!! xD
taken when we were 700++ feet above ground!! xD
yummy~
after that, we went down,
and straight into the mini farm.. ==
we feed rabbit, we feed deer(i think so)
and, we feed fish!! xD
deeR? dear? or sumting else xD

wabbit!! (rabbit)

haha, i like this picture of her ^^
robbing!![dun try this at home]
after that, we went to underwater world!
some nice and unique pics..

after the long walk in underwater world,
we went to the beach!
yeap~ nice and fun

the four of us.. =P
baby wrote this on the sand =)
we then quickly went bec to change into beach attire
and then we went back to enjoy the sunset
me n cheng got our legs burried under sand.
lucky nt whole body ==
straight after that, we had a night of beer and junk food on the beach!
xD bt din drink much ==
宝贝~虽然这次的旅行有很多的遗憾
可是,能跟你一起度过,我很开心
对不起我往往弄气你
你却不停的在原谅我的缺点,我的不细心
我们不知会走到多远,
可是我知道的是
我会好好的爱你,不会丢下你不管
愿我们有段幸福快乐的恋情
阿门 ><
[another chapter written*]

Saturday, June 6, 2009

so fast reach 6th june..
2ml nite we are going to langkawi!! xD
heng fan!! ><
wonder how this trip will be..

hurhhhhh~~ 2day went to celebrate popo bday
went to pavilion and eat.. then go church..
then 2nite gona go out wit baby, xiao v and rain xD
blerkk!! =P wad to do 2ml leh??
who to fetch us to duta?

baby seems to be in a bad mood now.. =(
hmmm~ wonder why lerh~ ><
muax muax!! hope that baby can cheer up soon nia ..

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

happy birthday to lil beh!!

woshh~~
today is bcc bday neh!!
this article is all about her ^^
ps: she is also known as [vinniie]


i knew vinsie on fs~
then then~ we went out to meet up~
at sg wang there~
xD we met at the 6th floor
then i saw this fren of hers~ XD
and and~ vinsie intro us narh~
dat gal name is beh cheah chien
and bcc is vinsie's cousin @@


well~ she is small and short!!
xD nice to hug!!
kakakaka~ and and~ her height~
just nice for me to rest my head on~ ^^
3.6 is her bday and she is a gemini!!
nice to talk to =)
dats y so many guys after her oso ==
haih~ kakaka~

when i met her~
she was driving avanza~ xD
like small kid drive big big car! XD
cute and funny!!!! xD
she was a tar college student back then ^^
and we owez ponteng our classes to go gaigai~
got a few times~ i went to her coll and sit in her class!
hahahahaha~ funny~ ><
muahaha!! miss those days!!

well~then after i came bec from ns~
we seldom meet jor luu~
hvnt went out with her since last year march jor luu

and now~ im adi studying in APIIT coll
and she is studying in taylors coll
^^

to lil beh,
ps: thx fer cuming into my life and left ur big name in my heart ^^
wakakakakakaka~

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

wont be solitary

lines were spoken
things had happened
days that have long been forgotten
seems to be real again
why did i not see it back then?
those thoughts that you kept in
i could not understand
bt its all clear to me now
wont be the way i was
wont say all the wrong things
wont be all about me
wont suppress my care for you
and its all coming clear,
the things that once were blur
for u wont be alone no more
those solitary moments no more

Saturday, May 23, 2009

今天宝贝从我的身边睡醒
然后就送她去补习
晚上就跟baby去看戏。
monsters vs aliens 11.20 pm
本来是打算看别套戏。
可是一来宝贝想看 m.v.a 二来,我爱看卡通片~
就买下了票。。

好好笑的一套戏
看了还想再看。。
看完就送她回。
就将过了一天
no goodbye kiss from baby 2nite .. T.T

宝贝,我不开心
你不知道,也没做些什么
只能怪我想的太多
搞得我沉默

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

SOME PICTURES TAKEN DURING OUR TRIP TO FUN FAIR!! XD
ahh~ my favorite pretty dear and lights of wheel wheel
Thought my dear looked specially nice that night~ XD
Wonder whether its becoz of all the lights around~ ><
so~ i tried to captured some of her pretty looks~
burp!!
Although some came out [unexpected] --, ......

they~ bully me ..n my dear dun care to save me..
she take picture of it instead.. T.T

=D kakaka~ duno wad she laughing at..XD
=.= this is bin.. ZHAdou
This is advin.. small sized guy ^^
punching game xD
slapping game ==
other then these pictures~
we played lots of casual throwing stuff games
my dear won a white bear =.= pro
bin won a 'winnie the pooh cup' =.= not that pro
=P
then we sat on a ride.. and walked alot ^^
hahahahaha~ we had fun

the four of us~
big guy [bin],
small guy [advin],
"abnormal" guy [bee]

LAST BUT NOT LEAST..........

not a guy [fish]

一__一

doink~~~~ @.@ ~~~~