im just tired

guess i need a rest from everything~
a rest from home,
a rest from my studies
a rest from my sadness
a rest from thinking of those moments
a rest from wanting things to happen
a rest from knowing about her feelings for Her
a rest from peeking into everything
a rest from being a person who comforts others
a rest from wanting to be a someone
from wanting her love
from trying to be someone else
from striving to mean something to her
im just really tired and dried uP~
now it is me who needs to be refilled up
im tired of crying,and trying
i need you right now ='(
dear~><