sien~

hmmmm!
now is 9.42am er~~
in the hse~ sien-ing
i got things to do~
but i dont seem to have the motivation to do it
later 11am gona go c doctor for a blood test~
my parents think that sickness is back ==
aaaaaa!!!! ><
duwan!!!!! duwan blood test~~ =(

nw my dear dear in class norh~
later gona pick her up from schl! xD
hehe~~
this time hv to park far far from her schl gate~
if nt she curi curi stand at one place duwan to be seen again~
--,

my sis 2day borrow rm 5 from me~
purhhhh~~
nw my wallet left rm 9~ ==
xD enuf 4 a days meal for two!! XD
oh ya oh ya~
later 7.40pm i hv to be at raja chulan!
XD
now gona google map map n see how to get there
yorh~~ hope that this interview is a gd start~
wana work work work work work!!
and earn $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$
yea~ ganbateh!!

starting to brainstorm a plan from now

hope that we'll make it untill that day

^^

save

本今天想让你出出钱的说`
因为你都有吵着要付钱~
哈哈哈~
RM28.80
你给她RM50一张~
她却问~有没有三十块？
xD
天也不让你付钱呀~
哈哈哈~=）

我明白宝贝的意思~
好吧~我们就省省吧~
今天~爸爸没收我的车锁
=.= 又得开始用交通工具咯~

宝贝最近生病~
心疼~
真的要早点给你睡了

get well soon narh my dear~ ><

gona be real bz in the coming week

will miss eu much much norh!! ><

right now

hehehehe~
now is 11. 50
loupozaii is doing hmewrk!!
i am trying to start to do some work oso!! ><
but i think i will do it 2ml bah~ =P
lazy me~
tired and sleepy jor geh~
bt my fish dear dear lagi teruk
she tired+sleepy+ sick
=.=
aiks~

lately been having a good time with my dear oo~
^^ so many things happened~
so many things were said~
=)
haih~ but~ reli have to start study le norh~
test coming!~ then then~ holiday!!
yea!! XD but then then~
assignments due right after holiday =.=
must set a time table jor~ XD

gogo ganbateh!!

dear dear~

dun stay up too late jor lerh~

lately i will put eu to bed earlier

so you can have a good rest ^^

=( coz i've been notty,

keeping eu awake all night

=P gona miss eu again 2nite norh!! ^^

mwaks!

补充

笨蛋呀！！
还真是不知道你没去上那么多课~
=.= 可别因为我跟不上学业呀~
我来教教你温习吧~^^
还有还有！！
这几天要好好休息噢你~
累坏宝贝了呀~
忙着准备我的礼物~
还要出来陪我 ><

要吃好睡好读好噢！！

是时候到老公帮你补充补充下了咯^^

嘿嘿嘿嘿嘿嘿 =P

2day~

morning~ woke up at 7.23!!
late late!! fast fast go brush,
then hang out the cloths
then change and go into dad's car~~
ada rush!

then~ in the car~` 8.20am reach lrt titiwangsa
ada jam =.=
8.21am my fren car cum jor~ haha!!
nonid wait so long~
then car ride to bukit jalil~
9am reach class room~
lecturer say~ "you are late huh"
i say~ " yeap"
then he say from next week start
whoever cum in later then him consider ABSENT!!
=.= ada kena tipu punya feel
coz he owez cum in late~ 8.45am class cum in at 9am

hmmM~ today class ntg to learn~
so ~ juz lepak abit~
then discuss bout my group assignment abit
then change classroom~ then~ play play~
eat eat~ (reli getting fat)
stupiak fish even use my tummy as pillow jor~ aiks!!


then after that~
go to main building for lecture class~~
until 5pm ++ then go bec~
got abit of rain nia~
ada acid acid geh~ T.T
make me headache~

6pm++ almost 7 then reach home ~`
tired~ and headache~
hmmmm~ quite a fun yet boring day~
buuuuuu~ =( cant c my dear so often jor ~
T.T assignments + test
and family start to notice i owez chao from home~ XD

sad!!

gona miss my fish dear dear much much norh!! =(

true from the depts of my heart

blub blub!!! .。。o。0。O
傻瓜
我对你的
不是同情心
是的话，
我也不会每天想着你的一点一滴
当时就是因为对你有好感，
所以才会用心去感觉你的状况，
你的心情，你的痛

我真的爱上了你
不是的话，我绝对不会因为你流泪
宝贝别乱想
肥仔是真心的疼你爱你
我对你的爱护不是因为同情你而存在的
you're the one i wana love and think about all the time..
coz you're the one that makes me wana smile =)
you'll see what you mean to me

you wont be just my little fish ^^

muax muax!! missing you right now~

i love you dear

truely from the depts of my tiny heart =)

happy birthday =) 23.3

今天是我的生日噢~
12.00am 正！~
宝贝写了信息过来~
XD
看到了信息我立刻就大笑了起来
真开心呀~
第一个祝我生日快乐的就是宝贝了~=）



白天给pearly请客~
吃了好多好多~
double cheese burger +
Mc nuggets+
banana Pie+
advin geh mcflurry~ =3
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~
包到~^^
肥了=。=



过后到了旁晚
小鱼打电来
叫我冲好了凉打电话给她
blablabla
冲好后打电话给她~
她本来说要我去甲洞找她
后来改地方了~
去她的家找她


到了后~她上车~
我们聊了一下下~
打算要去哪里哪里~
结果我们先去了她老板的家


^^ 去到后~
开门~
好乱的房子
跟着她走到了其中一个房间的门口~
她就紧急的盖着我的眼睛~
带我走进房间~
然后可以开眼睛了！！
XD




是个粉红的墙壁~
（只是一部份的粉红/特涂的）
墙上贴着一块板~
有我有她的照片~
还有很多可爱的小图片~
^^
板旁边还有一条鱼~
开着怀抱好像要抱抱的样子~
=P
上面有一粒一粒粉红的灯~
还有~“ happy birthday" 这几个字噢~






看见了的第一个感想~
好开心好感动~
感动到不知该怎么给反应~
说了好几次的谢谢~
=） 真的是第一次收将的礼物噢~
也算是第一次跟情人过生日噢~




dear~~
好谢谢你这份礼物
我看得出了你的真心你的心思
相信当时的我~真的是最幸福的
ahahahaha!! XD
有宝贝的陪伴~还有那么棒的气氛~
还有还有你的吻^^
还有还有墙壁上的傻鱼~


再加上你的一点一滴~
幸福 betul！！




庆祝了后（聊聊说说玩玩笑笑）
就跟宝贝合照~
“我们第一次好好的合照噢”
虽然拍出来的不算是高手照片
可是总算是开心甜蜜的呀~

就这样过着我这一生中最开心的生日

=）

爱死你了噢宝贝！！

miss eu much much~

sometimes i do stupid things

kinda confused right now..
i opened a site i should never touch..
yet that old thought comes back to me again
: if i did not show up, you two might still be together..



so many things was said to you
so many that none were true
when he was around
i bet that you wanted him so much you could die
when he is gone
i bet that you felt the pain so deep that you wish you were dead
looking back at what he said
it seems that he really had you at hello
nowonder it is so hard for you to let go
the memories that loved you so

just like what i had gone through

i wont let you suffer the way i did

somewhat this links to my heart
a true deep cut
just like a tattoo you'll always have him
just like a tattoo i'll always have her


but now, all i want to have is you
lets make a new world just you and me
lets venture and see whats meant to be
if its ok with you,
just let yourself free
we'll be ok just wait and see
our very own story, just you and me

i will not do the things he did to you

love is a blurry end, yet here we are

you will be happy,a promise of mine

always say you'll be with me forever

很爱很爱你，所以愿意

这几天都过得还蛮开心噢~
每天都会很期待晚上的到来~
^^ 去接宝贝放工呀~
然后有时就会去吃吃
在车子里聊聊
有时就去她家坐坐

最近~
宝贝都很爱咬我弄我噢~
=.= 疯鱼疹~















看了看宝贝最近写的blog
^^看了都在傻笑噢~
呵呵呵呵~
看来我等着的那天就来了噢~
^^ 不是我的生日那天
是宝贝能够完全的爱我
完全的属于我的那天！


dear~
我也跟你一样呀~
慢慢的把你带入我的世界
对你的爱，也会越来越深
傻的有傻福，
你就是我这个傻瓜的福
这几天陪你我也不想走呀
都有好几次我想到很迟了，你累了要睡，
不想打扰到就告诉你我要回家了
可是你这笨鱼还真用力的不让我走呀
^^呵呵，心都在笑呀
很喜欢你要我留下来的感觉
=0 像个变态哦我 (--,)
真想把你偷回家
把你放进电话里，随身带着你走
























那次听FIR的歌，真的想到了你跟他
还有我昨晚开给你听得歌，
就是听到了那些歌
都会让我想起你描述中跟他有过的快乐
你流泪的时候
我的头脑就立刻安静了
专心用心听你眼泪中的话
。。。
宝贝不要因为想到我会伤心而哭
打从一开始
我就知道你不会那么容易放得下
：
“一旦你的心还有他，
我是不会离开你，
不会丢下你让你一个人哭”

：
“白天你的笑容会带给身边的朋友安慰，
可是我知道，到了晚上你身边没人的时候
你伤心的一面就会露出~
让我在黑暗里撑着你吧”
：
“你真的开心么？”


这些话，是因为你浮现的
当初跟你告白，要你做我的女朋友
是因为看见笑中带泪的你
心不知怎么都会疼
从告白前的吻
感觉得出你的心
一个很需要某些安慰，
某些陪伴的心
我就是从你生活中的这个角落
进入了你的世界
爱上了你

这是我当时的心情
现在，只是在等到你完全的放下咯~

宝贝要加油^^

明天一定比今天美好

要一起牵着对方的手

迎接更好的明天丫

=)

想~

想~
想着当时的我--------------------困
想着当时的你--------------------伤
想着当时的我们------------------需要安慰

想着你对他的心------------------爱？ 回忆？
想着你对我的心------------------路过人？ 能依赖的？
想着我对她的心------------------一些回忆，我的过去
想着我对你的心------------------还不敢放心爱，可是~
想着我跟你之间批此的情---------只有时间能证明

想着你现在的感想----------------你常有的“突然沉默”疹
想着我现在的感想----------------好怕~
想着之间的感想------------------好想抱着大哭

想着你的未来---------------------美女Neh
想着我的未来---------------------打工赚钱养老婆
想着我们的未来-------------------多希望是幸福的

想要你的爱

lyrics and phrases~ i duno y i post this=.=

locked in,hiding from the world
feelings kept getting sore
day by day time goes by
still the feeling makes you wana cry

conversations about things around
emotions still kept,silent in sound

all you want is happiness around
but i c your tears in your smile
if its ok,i am around
i'll steal your pain, and put it away

i wana be everything that i'll never get to be

stay by your side,

i dont wana make you cry

as time goes by,

i'll be shining on you like a candle light

trust in me,never say goodbye~

今天的我们

今天宝贝考试噢~
这整个星期都有考呀~
可怜到~^^
今天老婆来我家~
教教她点点的科学~
可是好像帮不上什么忙~ =(
抱歉噢~

晚上载她回家前，
我们本来去吃mcD
可是因为塞车了~
抱歉咯~ XD
就换去吃 bak kut teh~
食物来之前~拍拍了老婆~



























可爱到~ ^^
今天才懂原来呀~
小鱼有学过芭蕾舞噢~
XD 害我乱幻想了几下~
^^
送了她去mutiara买东西~
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈~笑死我了~
明明是坐心爱的myvi却去找平时坐的saga车~
搞笑到~
然后就送宝贝回咯~

回到家后~发现一些东西~
还蛮伤心的说~
可是算了吧~
不能怪谁~ ^^

不知明天会怎样叻~

我应该会更爱你吧

i miss my fish

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有你就够了

If i have one wish every day,
i will wish for a happy day.

If i have one wish every night,
i will wish for a happy night.

If i have to chose one out of all other people,
i will wish to have you by my side day and night,
coz u make me happy =)