3days 2nites

langkawi trip XD

11pm bus, in the end, waited till almost 12am

then the bus come and depart!!

too boring, taken while waiting for the bus to start
and...then... xD hungry!!

after duno how long journey, we stop for toilet break..

but the four of us, bz taking pictures instead ><

[two more ppl duno wad pics they took]

after long 6++ hrs of journey~

we reached kuala perlis!!

then then, the gals go and ask bout the ticket

while the [guys] photo freaking =P
(==, me and cheng oso did this) [hug pole]

when the gals came..we walked to the "ma tou"

tada~~ our ride!!

then then, in the ferry =.= take pic again

after1.30 hr ride,we reached

rented a car, got our map, and we went to our hotel..

XD we were to early for check in, so we visited the beach 1st!

and this wad what happened ==

the two gals duno doing wad there..

then we check in and got ready to go out..

went to the ferry place

we went to survey some prices there,

and then we played mini pool ==

taken in the toilet xD

after that we went for walk..

sunset =3

2nd day:

xD in cabel car

guess what this is?

[its a worm]

nice nice view! xD

this is a bridge!! taken from top xD

cotton candy!! xD

taken when we were 700++ feet above ground!! xD

yummy~

after that, we went down,

and straight into the mini farm.. ==

we feed rabbit, we feed deer(i think so)

and, we feed fish!! xD

deeR? dear? or sumting else xD

wabbit!! (rabbit)

haha, i like this picture of her ^^

robbing!![dun try this at home]

after that, we went to underwater world!

some nice and unique pics..

after the long walk in underwater world,

we went to the beach!

yeap~ nice and fun

the four of us.. =P

baby wrote this on the sand =)

we then quickly went bec to change into beach attire

and then we went back to enjoy the sunset

me n cheng got our legs burried under sand.

lucky nt whole body ==

straight after that, we had a night of beer and junk food on the beach!

xD bt din drink much ==

宝贝~虽然这次的旅行有很多的遗憾

可是，能跟你一起度过，我很开心

对不起我往往弄气你

你却不停的在原谅我的缺点，我的不细心

我们不知会走到多远，

可是我知道的是

我会好好的爱你，不会丢下你不管

愿我们有段幸福快乐的恋情

阿门 ><

[another chapter written*]

so fast reach 6th june..
2ml nite we are going to langkawi!! xD
heng fan!! ><
wonder how this trip will be..

hurhhhhh~~ 2day went to celebrate popo bday
went to pavilion and eat.. then go church..
then 2nite gona go out wit baby, xiao v and rain xD
blerkk!! =P wad to do 2ml leh??
who to fetch us to duta?

baby seems to be in a bad mood now.. =(
hmmm~ wonder why lerh~ ><
muax muax!! hope that baby can cheer up soon nia ..

happy birthday to lil beh!!

woshh~~
today is bcc bday neh!!
this article is all about her ^^
ps: she is also known as [vinniie]


i knew vinsie on fs~
then then~ we went out to meet up~
at sg wang there~
xD we met at the 6th floor
then i saw this fren of hers~ XD
and and~ vinsie intro us narh~
dat gal name is beh cheah chien
and bcc is vinsie's cousin @@


well~ she is small and short!!
xD nice to hug!!
kakakaka~ and and~ her height~
just nice for me to rest my head on~ ^^
3.6 is her bday and she is a gemini!!
nice to talk to =)
dats y so many guys after her oso ==
haih~ kakaka~

when i met her~
she was driving avanza~ xD
like small kid drive big big car! XD
cute and funny!!!! xD
she was a tar college student back then ^^
and we owez ponteng our classes to go gaigai~
got a few times~ i went to her coll and sit in her class!
hahahahaha~ funny~ ><
muahaha!! miss those days!!

well~then after i came bec from ns~
we seldom meet jor luu~
hvnt went out with her since last year march jor luu

and now~ im adi studying in APIIT coll
and she is studying in taylors coll
^^

to lil beh,
ps: thx fer cuming into my life and left ur big name in my heart ^^
wakakakakakaka~

wont be solitary

lines were spoken

things had happened

days that have long been forgotten

seems to be real again

why did i not see it back then?

those thoughts that you kept in

i could not understand

bt its all clear to me now

wont be the way i was

wont say all the wrong things

wont be all about me

wont suppress my care for you

and its all coming clear,

the things that once were blur

for u wont be alone no more

those solitary moments no more

今天宝贝从我的身边睡醒
然后就送她去补习
晚上就跟baby去看戏。
monsters vs aliens 11.20 pm
本来是打算看别套戏。
可是一来宝贝想看 m.v.a 二来，我爱看卡通片~
就买下了票。。

好好笑的一套戏
看了还想再看。。
看完就送她回。
就将过了一天
no goodbye kiss from baby 2nite .. T.T

宝贝，我不开心

你不知道，也没做些什么

只能怪我想的太多

搞得我沉默

SOME PICTURES TAKEN DURING OUR TRIP TO FUN FAIR!! XD
ahh~ my favorite pretty dear and lights of wheel wheel

Thought my dear looked specially nice that night~ XD

Wonder whether its becoz of all the lights around~ ><

so~ i tried to captured some of her pretty looks~

burp!!

Although some came out [unexpected] --, ......

they~ bully me ..n my dear dun care to save me..

she take picture of it instead.. T.T

=D kakaka~ duno wad she laughing at..XD

=.= this is bin.. ZHAdou

This is advin.. small sized guy ^^

punching game xD

slapping game ==

other then these pictures~

we played lots of casual throwing stuff games

my dear won a white bear =.= pro

bin won a 'winnie the pooh cup' =.= not that pro

=P

then we sat on a ride.. and walked alot ^^

hahahahaha~ we had fun

the four of us~

big guy [bin],

small guy [advin],

"abnormal" guy [bee]

LAST BUT NOT LEAST..........

not a guy [fish]

一__一

doink~~~~ @.@ ~~~~

wawawa~~
i miss my bloggie~~
long time din update jor neh!

lately alot has happened, and alot has been said n done.
but most importanly,
my course is coming to an end..
im gona miss my beloved classmate T.T

and and the other issue is~
wad am i gona do next~
aiks~ ish !! study? multimedia? same coll? change coll?
work??
T.T God help me T.T

2day, class untill 4pm,
handed in assignment at 6pm++
then, went to titiwangsa to pick up my dear

she "planted" new tasks alarms in my phone..
for 4 days straight~
the main point : to remind me about the fun fair outing 2nite.. =.=
xD kakakaka~ of coz i will bring nia~

so we ate some sucky yet average "for wor"
xD yu cheng punya steamboat shop is still our fav.
then, off to fair fair we go!!

played some normal "throw things to get bear" stalls
dear dear won a bear neh!! pro!! playing darts.. ==,
then after take some crazy ass pictures,
we went up the ride. the X factor (i made up this name)
bcoz, it is two thingy that swing 360% and form an X shape.
scared nia!! then when i went up~when the ride start~
=.= !@#%^&* -content 18pl-

after that walk a while more, then go home.
=) had a nice, long chat on the way home..
but but~ kesian dear scratch here scratch there...
duno wad she touched~ lolz

now is 1.15am ~ time for me to go bath and zzzzz
gd nite!!!

hey baby baby!!

had a good time 2nite yar~

eventhough im nt reli good at those kinda games..

><

the next time we go there,

i must sit wit eu in dat big big wheel!!

xD maksmaks!!

luv eu more n more n more!! xD

6-may:

2day~ woke up in the morning
and the 1st thing i saw is dear's msg
XD so happi neh~~

thought she stay back at schl till 3pm++ de
then she told me end she can leave at 1pm~ XD
heng fan!!
but but~ i din drive =(
so~ i walk out then duno walk till where, took a taxi..
wait at ah leng place awhile~
then go to her schl de bridge and wait underneath it ==

weeeeee~ windy day..

but but~ so many ppl looking when they pass me by~

wonder y wana stare de lerh ?

like never c tb wait 4 gf b4 de meh~ aiks

then my ex school mate saw me,

i saw tb teng leh!! XD

and i saw kar yee!!!!XD

haha!!

talk abit wit them~ then my dear punya face finally come out =.=

i was wondering y she take so long to come out from school..
mana tau~ she was chit-chatting wit her fren at the gate..
coz din c my car..
haha~ zhadou..
after dat, went mutiara makan, then went bec to her hse..
^^ oioi untill 7pm++ i think~ then we watch show awhile~
then then wait for jack n jacky to cum
then 4 of us go====> hong lok pasar malam!!

after walk walk
went to eat at "fan ok key" restaurant
after order drink, dear went and took a puff
i din like it much.. when she came bec..
she told me dat " 人家那么久没吸呀，久久一次" 之类的
after dat.... my 火 gone jor~ coz coz~ ><
每办法对这她发脾气

dear dear... i knw it will be hard to stop

but...if u dun~ ur teeth will get more yellow! @@

family

who i have around me:

cousin,sister

my aunt

cousins,aunt

gramps

doggie[gone]

sister

my parents

and others,uncles and aunts, and cousins

the bond we have

tq for giving me things i dont deserve..

but now..

its time,i get my own life and joy

ps:hope i can succeed ><

the past was still there when i pass u by

thoughts of us flew through my mind

its been a while now, you and me

our last chapter, still there in me

places i've been, memories i've seen

words that we said, and those that we didn't

trust was the key,my weakness in me

those kept in feelings we never will see

what ever went wrong?our silence so long

the door you shut right at my face

our history now gone,its all said and done

the memory of you, is now at its uncertain place

♥

我只想说 ：我.爱.你

♥

我们之间

黑暗里的思考~
今天的你如此疲劳
却还能尽情的撒娇

有你在身边多好
再苦，见你就能安心的笑
心疼你需要吃苦药
可是怎么我也吃？真没想到==

黑暗里听见你家人的对话
爸爸-严格的声音
哥哥-冷漠的对话
姐姐-熟女的稳定
妈妈-温柔的关心

你的家
好有趣
好想呆在那角落几天~
体验你跟他们的之间
还有你那不说人话的小比XD

经过了今天~
爱你多过昨天
不知我们之间~
会不会再遇见如此搞笑的画面

如果遇见
希望你会一直一直的
呆在我身边
成为我的一切一切
一起度过每一天^^

爱那么的自私

小男孩看见小女孩
手上拿着一合巧克力
她很爱吃巧克力
可是小男孩看见了
当小女孩吃巧克力时
就会伤心流泪

小男孩把小女孩手中的巧克力合拿走
吃了一粒后，心想~怎么那么的苦？
这时小男孩就像个变态，一粒一粒把巧克力吃光

小女孩大骂
：你怎么能一个人独吞我的巧克力呀？！

小男孩静了一下`然后说
：因为你吃着巧克力时~会哭呀
：我要把让你不开心的巧克力通通吃掉

小女孩回答
：也不用把它吃完呀！留点给我嘛

小男孩后来忍不住告诉小女孩说~
：因为~我爱你呀~不想你不快乐~

所以自私的把巧克力吃完

i hate this part

i've been reducing what i've been doing
i need to do this slowly
you dint give me time to do dat
all you gave was limitations

come back before this and that
all these just makes me not wana come back at all
i reli wish i were a boy
dat way i dun hv to give a damn
even if im in a wreck, even if my room was messy
i wont be hearin no more of "you're a messy girl"
"you're the laziest girl i've seen"
fucked up with what you have to say

yea? what happen to those triumphs i've earned?
you just put it all in one cold site
the 1st thing you said when i wanted to keep a puppy
no!
the 1st thing you said when i wanted to learn taekwando
no!
the 1st thing you said when i wanted a laptop
no!
the 1st thing you said when i told you about herbalife
dont ask us to buy!

a friend told me i give up too easily..
but what do i get when i try even hardeR?
more disappointment..
practically in everything i do..

fuck everything
so what if i dress up like a guy?
aren't i not still your child?
so what even if i reli like girls..
does it mean i dont deserve to be me?

i've tried to talk to my mother about things..
but what she does to things she know?
like my sister's case
my mother told the whole earth.

i tried to tell a church..
but what do they do?
tell my family instead of trying to help me personally..
i tried to tell my sis
bt it seems that she's facing more then i am..
who else can i tell?
just my friends ...

just like me, my friends tell me things..
just like me they face problems..
coming out to talk about things
dats no crime..

.......and bla bla bla~ i can go on forever..
i can even start when i was 5 years old..
but fuck it.. its no use..
i'll just find my own joy..
...........