lets think~

its time for me to really make a move..
its time for me to prove im worth something and some1..
its time for me to take a step into the real world
and deal with things in a different perspective..
i know i've been saying this for quite some time..
but this time..
i found out my main motivation..
and im gona work on it till i get my desired results..
i've been slacking out on life coz i've been in love..
but i found out...that love isnt everythings..
there's gotta be more to life then love..
yeap~
this time it will be different/
coz this time..
i've got my friends and people who really care for me..
=)
and of course.. i hope not to fall in love again~..
>< haih~~ but.... ... ...
i beter learn how to control my feelings as well..

u're the 1st person who wished me on my bday
u're the 1st person i met in the morning of my bday..
bt u were the last person i was thinking about at the end of 23rd march..
...
...
...
just that nobody knows..
that im stil in love with u..

good luck to u..
whoever that is u are thinking and posting about..
i will still be around =)
we'll be friends for a long long time..

u were the shortest meteor star..
bt the only 1 that i managed to wish upon..
i wished...
for u
to be happy everyday..
i wished...
for me
to be able to stand by u at ur lowest..

tear drops on my guitar?
yes

its been a weird day
with alot of different feelings..
i prayed to God today,
for things to change in my life..
studies, money, relationships..

conflicts within my heart...
i complicated my life...
urgh... now i cant seem to wana try to get over u

明天你就要走了..
会很想你吧..
你要加油...

今天结果一个吻也没有~..
你离开房间的时刻...
就知道了....
we'll still hv a happy ending

爱密思又...
都又密思蜜2?

==
hee...just wana tell some1 dat
im starting to feel different about things
and... you're part of the reason why..
for one, im more open minded?
XD hmmmm...
you make me smile like a kid..
and you also laugh like one as well..
im going to stick a small piece of my heart on u..
and if u dont like any lil piece of it,
you can take it off and then put it back into my heart..
if u wana make it look nicer, then take each piece of it,
and mend it into a shape u desire..

if so u are to do the same and gv me a small piece of ur heart,
i'll keep them all in a box, and frame it piece by piece,
coz every moment counts...
even if ntg special happens....
every moment is special coz u're with me..
C=

喜欢一个人..
可是...
却有很多的小问题..
把问题一个一个毁灭...
感情会更深,可是
却又因此多了几个因素..
会让感情受伤...
越了解就越不爱吗?
到最后,人是重视爱,还是感情..?

我爱你,可是当时感情不深
我爱你,可是现实没有了感情
你们也有尝试过吗?

这已经离我远远...
可是...留下的
是一颗害怕的心...

this is how i feel when u are nt around

i found a job as a waitress..
4.50/hr
everyday work 3 hrs, from 7-10..
is it ok? XD
they even ask me to start this weekend!!
>< howhow?
i was actually waiting for adidas to call me..
coz they hv sat. and sunday position
and mayb rm5-6/hr leh~~ ><
hmmmm.... howhow~~

its time for me to make a move..
i gota save myself..
im going to do it 2day..
to do the things i said, but i failed to do..
dont wana be talked about
dont wana be just a mouth
i wana see what i can do,
and see how far i can go...
God, please let me know that u are here 2day..

昨天很开心..
早上一起床就能看到你
下午也是很开心,
有你一起度过的时间,
闷热的太阳,也不怎样~...
旁晚下雨,你也在身边...
可是天黑时,见不到你...
心想着你的时候,
你的信息...
搞得我笑得象个小孩...
没想到晚餐后还能再见到你.. ><
我们一大班国宫里的人物...
去了很多地方..
我们去找田鸡,可是它家没开门..
过后想去看台戏,却又没戏好看...
到最后,我们上了小山的半身...
吃喝玩乐... 聊天说地... 吹风说笑...
真的很快乐..
我们还有许愿!!XD
这样的一天,我心满意足了..~
我不会要求什么..
只希望缘分给更多的机会..
好让我珍惜
我们一天一天的记录
在下一个雨天,热天,晴天,........

还会有你的陪伴吗?


我会在你的左右
随你而飞的徘徊

whatever...?
yet this word...
is still around...
i'll lie on the ground..
and keep myself sound..
coz i don wana go through the same pain
enjoy life =)

i'll move on
i'll pull u along
if u feel tired,
i'll be waiting for u
if u dont feel like going on,
i'll do all i can to carry u up those steps
no matter how we will be like
no matter what relationship we have
i'll stand by u as ur fren, as ur judge,
as ur lover, as a bee, and as ur pama..

简简单单的生活..
一点一滴的累积..
有你在身边时..
一切都变得很简单...
那时刻的我..
没有烦恼..

早上的拥抱,你给的吻~
会是最后一次吗?
我们周围太多难提了...
最没想到的是..
我们之间...
竟然有个空洞..
没见你.. 应该没问题..
你见不到我.. 也不会怎样...

就等我们...
因为有了对放而爱...
而不是因为没爱才有对方吧...
别再因为寂寞而冲动...

他说心中还放不下过去..
他说"她"是他的第二选择..
他说...
他想找个女朋友来试着把过去忘掉...

我们...能否度过这关...
机会还蛮薄...
可是如果时间拖太久..
都还没有结局..
妮会不会离开?
妮会不会厌?
我们现在,一步一步走..
要握紧我的手哦!
别走丢了..