the little girl's bday has just gone by~
the little boy took the initiative to gather all the friends that they once knew..
along the help with some friends,
they had a nice bday party...
the girl smiled and laughed at least,
though it wasnt really a perfect suprise (coz of the poor acting from the little boy)
bt the lil girl's smile was good enough for the little boy to feel content...

now the little girl will have another bday party
from another little boy along with other friends...
true words from the heart?
little boy wonders if that other boy did better then he did..
but deep in those thoughts,
this little boy just wants the little girl to have a good time and ignore every other feeling..

there's no stand for the little boy to feel the least of jealousy or to compare..
bcoz deep inside the little boy still knows,
it might never happen..
but she allows this little boy to be close to her and understand her..
just as a friend... nothing more...
to her, its a friend that she feels she owes alot to him now..
to him~ its a love that will never happen as it is now..
to her, there might be someone new...
to him... she's meant for someone better...



probably~
just mayb, if i was realistically a boy~..
things will be different..

but realistically, im not

im just a little boy's soul...