im falling in ....
but i like this feeling...
its hard to say
that we'll go our way..
but as long as u're with me...
come what may and let things be.. =)
will u put a smile on my face everyday?

more and more into it,
feelings start to grow deep..
things might not seem right at this time..
but as long as u're with me..
u make it better..
coz ntg else matters..
its just a border that we're gona destroy..

faster go to bed u piggie dancer! lol... nitez...

miss this morning..
coz everything seemed right..

这么久以来...
心脏总会跳得快,,
因为病..
可是昨天..
感觉到心慢了下来..
人.. 也定了下来..
心定的感觉
很特别..
thx 2 u.. ><

今晚应该也会想你吧.. ^^

if time can stop..
then we will never learn to cherish moments that matters..
i'll learn to cherish these moments with u..
because time wont stop for any1..
i dont wana miss a thing.

it was a drastic morning..
bt a gud afternoon...
a better evening,
and a great night.. XD
nice to be around eu... =P

我..
有个心愿..
可是
你的心..
不知朝向哪儿..
能不能显示清楚..
心,情,何处..?

要达成这个心愿
需要经历很为难的过程..
因为有个他..
都对我们很重要..
很复杂对吧?

我觉得复杂..
因为自己
还不清楚
这个心愿
到底该不该实现..
我想要的答案..
该怎么找?

today~ pool~ movie~ pool ~ cigerete~ lil bit of alchohol~ and a tired body..
hmmmm~ wonder wad is going through my mind..
duno whether i hv the strength for 2ml..
wad if i cant wake up?
lol....
just another day in a vague emotion and feeling..
still cant understand what i want.. T.T
... im sick.. and seems like its getting worse.. XD
yeay~ ... ==


seems like im in bad condition, coz im writing crap... ~~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

im back..
from the cold..
i still..
feel the sorrows..
though its better now..
i need to be tough
but how will i perform..
when i see you again..
only God knows..

ps: had a fun time in Melbourne..
will upload stuff later..XD

its valentines..hmmm..

still..i dun get to pass dis time wit sum1 special..

i wonder..

after so many rltnships..

all of them seems to end of right before valentines..

or not long enough to pass this time..

and.. its cny as well.

for me.,...

these kinda seasons..

is my break up time..

i just dont know why..

T.T

happy valentines day to me..

when darkness turns to light..
it ends tonight...
so im leaving u behind...
im leaving us behind..
this time
[I'LL GET OVER YOU]

im leaving 2day..
will you find me?

these few days...
had better moods...
thx to lance == ( i cnt blive im saying dis)
lalalalala^^
he's the type that will come out for fren..
and i like dat ^^
nice to hv a fren like him...
lately oso got alot of ppl an wei me..
T.T i look dat cham meah~
thx to every1 anyway..
=)
even if my heart hurts, i'll make it through..
i hope.. >< gud nite every1..

... ... ... ... ...
tired........
of everything....

最后能为你做的...

是让你知道我会好好过...

谢谢你让我开心...
别再让别人影响你的梦想了...
好好加油吧...

follow your heart..
dats the best way, they say..
so wad is ur heart telling u?..

im missing rainy days with happiness..
coz u were by my side

it was a better morning..
but nt a great day..
im just starting to miss u..
more then ever before..
take your sweet time..
and dun worry bout me..
coz i hv ntg better to do..

whole nite i've been playing dis..
with a headache.. and a dead soul ==
i think im gona call it a day
goin to bed now.. and its only 11..
just dun wana think too much..
gud nite world..
gud nite to u too my baby..

my heart,
it is empty...
nothing goes through my mind..
except how i've been making you suffocate..
im sorry..

i cried...
but things wont change..
i tried....
and gave myself a second chance...
i failed...
and i failed...
failed again
did not succeed,felt the pain
now im trying harder
to be just a lil bit better..
will you gv me dat chance?
coz i dont knw what i'll do anymore...

its 12.25am..
my head hurts..
something don't feel right 2day..
hate this feeling... but what can i do..
it just hurts..
now...trying to ignore this pain..
i knw its my fault somehow..
i just cant seem to change..
and u might leave me for the same reason..
just like most of them did...
... ... ...
i hate myself sometimes..
for being as control freak as i am..
but of coz.. im still in the process of being better..
... it just seems so unfair sometimes..
they say.. treat ppl the way u wan to be treated..
but hell.. its nt true at all..
anyway..
dis morning help my grandma make keropok!
^^ she reli got old, muz take gud care of her..
and as for my day.. it sucks...
it really sucks..
off to bed now.. coz i wana end this feeling early..
[turn off the pain please]