还有多一天就是一年了..
今年也发生很多很多事情..
时间也不会等任何人..
要懂得珍惜,懂得看好机会..
朋友还是朋友..
家人一定要好好对待..
情人要学会忍让,珍惜对方..

今年有些事一团糟
所以,乘这个机会,还没过新的一年..
要向所有我伤害的人..[对不起]
要向所有帮我的人..[谢谢你]
要向家人保证...[明年我会更努力]
要向我爱的人说.. [明年我们再努力]
要向大家说

[新年快乐]

hmmmm
boring at home now.
baby is working in her dad's shop these few days..
gona miz her lu~
thn then..
i wrote the appeal letter back to my coll
now waiting for another board metting..
swt
then only i will know wether they'll accept me back..
haih
hope they will
n hope they wont bar my exam results..
ish... juz hate it when they seem like they WANT my money..
nowonder when i tell my frenz aboout this coll
they responses are that its a "tam qin" coll..
means money greedy!
wad a HOLIDAY this is..
so damn boring..
haih~~~~
gOin to sleep at 3.12 (now)
== nitez

gosh.....~

wad is happening?
things seem to go wrong today..
i just dun hv the guts to tell my parents..
for one, my mom will be sure to share these things...
my dad, will just scold, and gv a disappointed look...

so here's the deal..
my sickness was getting better..
then when it was near exam time..
everything starts to fall into place..
i got lazy this year
and i just couldn't wake up early in the morning..
CITW lecture and tutorial is on the same day..
since i missed the 1st lecture class,
i just wont bother to drive all the way down for 1hr of tutorial class..
so i'll just continue to sleep..
and.. well, you need enuf attendence to be able to sit for the exam..
and yes, my attendence was 60%++
(pass point=80% and above)

so,, i tried to find the coll counsellor..
he could still help
by gving me the dockets(ticket for exam)
even with insufficient attendence..
yea... bt hell.. few visits to his office..
1. he wasnt there
2. he's busy
so.. it was the last day,last chance to get the docket..
i went with plan Z..
fake mc's ==
haih... and then... caught it was fake..
board meeting...
call me in..
and bamm...
[EXPEL]
nw the expel letter is with me..
and i just cant pass it to my dad..
coz he needs to write an appeal letter..
if i still wana study..
.....
.....
....and...today went to the doctors..
== got back to square 1
nw i nid to take 7+ (2*2) = 11 tablets a day..
fuck...

today.. fetch mummy to work in the morning..
haih.. hv to wake at 8am.. T.T
then then.. went bec n sleep ..
never felt so tired in my whole life..
><
but.. slept. for.. a ... WHILE....
lalalala.. then..
made sandwhich for baby..
after dat, went to her hse n sleep again
XD
then we went to kepong jusco to buy stuff..
present, card, and DRINKS,,
>< my car air cond sangat panas!ish!
haih... made my mood bad dat day..
lucky baby is "cool" enuf to handle..
lol... then we buy cake, n went to her class mate hse,,
XD
HAPPI BIRTHDAY SINYEE!!! (22/12)
we ate steam boat..
and then ate from 7pm++ till9pm+++
swt, guess who never left the table!
== not me!! my baby stayed at the table during that 2 hrs++
OMG!!!!! == eat, and eat, and.. eat... ><
lol... bt we had fun...
after dinner... we went to play "snap"
aka heart attack...
kakaka... but.. i should hv not intro dat game to baby..
coz she got every1 SCREAMING in the small room..
== and me n bday gal play puzzle..XD
after dat, join them for awhile wit the card game..
n then... CAKE TIME..XD by dat time adi 10pm+
then after singing.. n eating... n chat..
we went bec to the room n play again..
guess wad.. == i got a bruise in my palm..
caused by sum1's fingernail...
lol... terlalu "chee gek"
then... it dint hurt, bt when it started to bleed..
OMG..... every heart beat was pain in the palm..
lol...bt lucky gt plaster to help wit the bleeding/./
then we left at 11.30
n i fetch baby n her fren hme..
>< no gdbye kiss 2nite.. T.T
coz her fren was in car..
lol..... so... dat was our day...
haih, tired ..

baby, sum1 said u look like bee 2day.. kaka

wheeeee...
we went to pav to watch 2010..
cant blive its still available in cinemas..
XD nice show..
but somehow i think it looks a little fake..

argue again today..
juz hate silence..
hmmmm......
im a hot tempered dude...
but i love my girl..
so baby~ im sorry ><

gona watch "friends" now..
yeap... hope to finish all 10 seasons.. @@
omg.... so many ...kaka
holidays here i come..

what to do for xmas? T.T

today baby made me honey lemon wor!
wosh... coz i gt abit sick..
too tired i guess..
T.T
went to sunway wit baby, jacky n ace ysterday..
jacky birthday ooo.. XD
bt xbb oso bday, din get to ge her hse for bbq er..
T.T
sob..
had fun though..
happy bday jacky n xbb! (14/12)

happy birthday to my best fren 诗诗(15/12)
now should be celebrating at sabah wit her bf bah..
XD hope both of them will be happi forever luu..
miss her so much.. ><
c u on 27th yar ! muah!

ps...baby ur honey lemon nice nia!
XD wana drink sumore!
kekeke.. thx for pui me 2day..
luv eu

gona online less frm 2day on...
hmmm ...
T.T sad... sad... sad....
sorry mum n dad..
i'll be responsible for it ..

lovin dis song~
wossshhhhh~~
bt 4 nw..
nerd mood [ON]

8.20am...
== 2day is the 14th of dec...
ada orang bday nia..
cant believe i din slip the whole nite ==
omg.... how to exam later ..
T.T
ada syok...
2day is marketing exam...
after exam, gona meet baby n frenz at sunway lu...
sudenly feel so old..
swt..
bcoz...
i get tired so easily..
think i better do some exercise
n improve my image.. ><
its been a long time since i "jap jap" myself..
grrrrr..
all along is either my fren
now its baby who will dress me up ==
keke...miss-ing lil fishie nw yar..
piggy pig pig=p

all the best in my exam.. T.T sob!~

有够摔...
== 那么快就被揭穿..
哎..又跟宝贝吵架 了...
不知道是怎么了...
她还是不理不睬..
生气又不能发泄..
只好玩杀人游戏...
明天还有考试的说..
什么都没心情做了啦!!!!

心情指数: [<2%]
wtf...

from 2day onwards..
mr bee dun wana live my life around such a narrow path
i wana expand n grow mentally!
wana do great things in future!!
muahahahahahaha..
wana live a better life
instead of being sad over the same things..
i wana be happy again...
wish me luck..

good luck to me..
exam week is here finally
>< focus bee!!
garrrrrrr
[拼了!]

browsing through some files..
thought i'd saw something interesting..
but...
i just saw those things again...
just the ring of the tone and u went to get the phone..
just a few words and u said more then u used to..
ya your past got you and u snatched it away..
my past got me and u decided to have a word to say...
whatever.. ur diary still stays the same..
so many days gone by
but u still make it seem like it was just yesterday..
and you were SO into yesterday...
while having me to pass today..
whatever... im sealed with my emotions..
whatever... ur heart is still the same
whatever... thats wht u always say to me..
whatever... you'll NEVER give me an answer..

!@#$%^&*