the little boy and the little girl then went on
they were very close at heart..
and close frens like never before..
then one day..
the little girl says that she wont be more then a fren..
the little boy dint mind.
he was just sad that he dint even get to try..
though she says she hates herself too..
the little boy still cant find any reason to do the same..

he cried again..
bt she wont know..
bcoz he still wants to be her support..
even as a normal friend..
the little boy is confused..
i guess, the same goes for the little girl..

they just weren't meant to be?
or the little girl is afraid to ruin anything?
the little boy ponders..
but he says in his heart,
whatever the answer is in the little girls heart..
he will respect it and still stand by her..
because over time..
the little boy got addicted..
and deeply he kept her in his warmest home in his heart..

the little boy just wants a home with the little girl..
because only around her,
the little boy could find his motivation to do anything at all..

when the little girl said "forgive me"
the little boy couldn't stop but hate himself more..
now, he hates himself for being naive...
because he was the reason she felt sorry ...
he was the reason they felt sad..