intergrated with things and situations that i like the most...

work, friends... family(i miss them) the one? dont know yet..

tiring after working hours...

but looking forward to get back 2 my 2nd home n have a rest...

i miss my doggie.. bosco...

sometimes..

i do think back about her...

the places we've been to..

the things we did b4...

just the moments when i would miss her...

been a while since we've talked...

wonder how she is doing now... hope everything is fine...

and... if so you are reading this now...

sorry i cant find the pictures of ur childhood... ><

and.. gud luck in ur spm examinations =)

how would things become...

if i had an accident...
and hit my head...
and became stupid and act just like a kid or an animal...
at times i would just sit still looking into space..
at times i would sleep like there's no tomorrow...
at times i would do crazy stuff mayb with a pen or a spoon
at times i would just stand on an edge and feel the wind..

i wont be talking much...
you might not understand a word i say..
all communications of mine is down to body language..
i'll just keep quiet if u are not around..
i wont move much when u r nt beside...

at the same time... i would protect you...
at the same time... i would make you laugh...
at the same time... things i do scares u more...
at the same time... i only stick to u...


would you miss the way i used to be?

single and loving it...

just wana be who i wana be...

that carefree fella who wont care bout love

ntg else is replacing ntg in my heart..

coz everything in my heart,

its locked... and wont be MOVED!

work -----> exam ----> family -----> friends -----> her ------> ntg else.

how would things change into?

now.. it is just fine...

though all the little changes will change soon..

i'll pray for relationships to still b strong..

coz i dont wana miss a thing...

as for u...

nothing will change...

our situation now is just fine, just ok..

like i said before...

im not her...

i wont do what she did...

hope the reason u wana go back isnt because of me...

we'll be fine ... ^^

i love u, but i hope things remain the same...
this moment, is perfect...
and im trying to control all the feelings within me,
trying to control myself from being me,
trying to control the feelings that might mess things up,
its hard, bt i like u too much to let this go right now...
mayb someday, when u and me are in a different situation,
hopefully someday, we'll be 2gether, but mayb someday,
we'll still be smiling back

cherishing moments with you as a friend
hope there will be more of it the next time around
that's all i ask for

heh heh

a lil feeling from the past..

its been around 1 year..

i miss u =)

take care and good luck for your competition on monday