its still kinda sad..
to see what you saw..
don't know whether u're used to it..
i hope not...
coz baby, its still tearing me apart
you know how you are with the decisions u make
you can say yes for a minute
and regret the next hour..
baby... please...
you know how much i love u
and you know how i would feel..
y wont u stop turning to her page?
ur's seems to be the same for such a LONG time..
and mine...
just filling in the sorrows that i had..
but u dont seem to know..
how exactly i feel..
you just dont seem to wana know..

these few days,,'
im becoming lazy and more lazy..
sob.....
just feel like staying at home and rest ...
lol... and and... == kinda start to feel like driver...
hmmmm... i wonder y...
anyway, baby is bz wit cheer nw..
and she has exams going on..
ganbateh dear! ^^
i started my classes..
but hope things will get better,,
for one... the parking system is giving me a headache..
sob... and... haih... i just dont knw wad i should say,, ==
... T.T god bless my soul..

hmmm... today~
fetch mum out to c doctor in the morning..
then went back home..
after awhile... at 11am like dat,
went to titiwangsa to pick up wen bin~..
lol, so long din c him..
then we went for pool table game, and yam cha awhile..
was waiting for my mum to call
so i can pick her up from the station,..
instead... a call came.
and its my baby~ ><
she sounded veli rushy~ and abit panic..
ask me to go fetch her cheer team to her hse area..
lol... so.. i drop wenbin at lrt, and then went to her school
..... there was another driver besides me...
hmmmmm~ they practiced...
and then.... baby planned to fetch them home..
and.... she said to yam cha wit wei hua after.. ==
i was like... "yam cha~?!" ...
coz i was thinking.. practice whole day,
morning she gt exam oso...
and then still wana yam cha..
..
well.. in the end... they just went to the mamak store,,
ish!
and.... my car car.. T.T haih...
feel so sorry for my car..
hv to send to change the clutch..
>< i wont put my leg on the clutch for no reason next time..
T.T wana take care of my car
lol.... well..
i'll get it bec tomolo afternoon.. =)
and.. == i need to go to the dentist also..
T.T
hate hate... haih..
feeling kinda pening now.. and feel like gona fever jor..
duno y... mayb coz din sleep well lately..
sob~~

baby baby...
dun stress urself too much yar..
lougong will always be by ur side..
^o^
love eu much much

update~~
>< so long din write le...
hmmmmm~ baby is bz wit her sukan thing lately..
bz wit cheer~
lol, later im gona help her make pom poms
=) and, she stays at home more often now..
spm is dis year, and all she needs to focus on now
is studies, exams, cheer, and her health..
== i dun think the last 1 she will care..
lol
and as for me
staying at home and becoming FAT
omg ><
gosh, i need to get out and do exercise more
lol, which is kind of impossibe..
just hope everybody stays healthy..
coz i knw when CNY is here, alot of ppl will start to get sick..
lol...
going out to pick baby now..~chaoz

well, to alot of friends, and my baby
[you're back in school,muahaha
dont worry guys, studies will be great]

for me, im still on holiday..
actually, i dont know what i've been doing,,
kinda slacking now.. haih..
what should i do?
i think its time for me to draw out some plans
and some alternatives for my life.
for one, i hvnt touched my instruments for SO long...
T.T sowi babies [guitar and piano]

hmmmm..
well,im off to sleep now..
hope something exciting happens soon..
God~ pls give me more troubles so i can grow..
true from the heart >< amen! XD
nite everybody~~