我不再重要...

当我开始跟你一起牵就他的要求时
我就开始从你眼前被推到去后面...
我还是个好朋友，只是不再重要了...

记得很常有人说，当一个情人进入后，就会失去两个朋友...
我一直都不赞同..  请你也别跟他们一样，去认同这句话...

我还算是有点不要脸的留...
不想知道有出现过   “啊，它终于不在了” 的话. . .

i miss you...

even though you suck

gosh i feel so dumb ~~
I really do speak in potato language...
=X
hmmmmm... u make me potato!! ><

stupid stupid bee

Stepping stone with an attached rope..
a rope that i never want to let go off..
but where should i stand..

because its too addictive to just go for rehab...

i want it all

sorry if i got you so deep..

i hope i did not..

truth of the matter is..

i miss her.. still..

two worlds apart is just so hard..

cherish u as a friend..

i just can't lay down the points that are obvious..

its a wrong fate it seems..

better be wise before I push u away

It used to be the happiest celebration for you last year..
cause you get to meet your big big family at home..
Happy Chinese new year

Wish you all the best in life

If only these words could come out right .. ..

还以为

今晚

会结束得愉快

直到你想起了他

我， 正好在想你

我的心

都再也

莫属于任何人

请你

别再用你那笑中带泪的眼神看我

晚安，美丽的夜晚

美丽的你

I was feeling sad
Can't help looking back
Highways flew by
Run, run, run away
No sense of time
Want you to stay
Want keep you inside

Run, run, run away
Lost, lost, lost my mind
Want you to stay
Want you to be my prize

All along, not so strong without these open arms
Hold on tight
All along, not that strong without these open arms
Lie beside
All along, not so strong without these open arms
Ride beside

Run, run, run away
Lost, lost, lost my mind
Want you to stay
Want you to be my prize

Catch up with me if you can

I'm going learn to not judge

Sorry that i ever did

So i'm going to run now

[Remember me that is at this moment]

Facing you

Without judgement

Without expectations

Without doubt of you

I loved you

I'm moving on

You're In control now

=)

emotional conflict?

if only this blog could write back to me and tell me what to do...

maybe it will be happier. .

I'm just here...
lying in the dark side of it...

thinking about the light... and the shadow that comes with it...

just another night

u went through my mind

just another day

living with what i couldnt say

just another sight

of ur happiness ignite

just a single wound

yet still and deep it stood

just a glimpse of your smile

would be worth the while

im sorry I couldn't withstand

sorry I didn't understand

yet again, i miss you

though tears wont fall for you

my heart still yerns for your return

i knw it will never happen

that is why.. ..

all i can cherish, is my memory of you

how u held me towards you..

before...

the best i ever had

almost everyday..
its almost every day that i get to see you?

you used to see me once or twice, and thought it was nice..

now you get to see me everyday..

but feel half instead of twice?
things turned the other way around..

now i'm wearing a frown

i don't know what to do?

i cant see myself better

studies are a big mess ~ yet again

feelings becomes regrets ~ without gain

money or what not ~ i don't really feel the pain

dilemma?

sher... 

im not all perfect no one is

to catch your attention? im saying please

i know how its like to work in a group

but i've never thought..
i'd feel so many things all at once

2night? i feel it too..

that you needed her affection... hmm~ =(

so all i can do...

just keep it in

maintain in my mystery

continue to sin

i'll leave some space in my memory of you

to imagine that I'm in yours too

remember how you used to love burlesque..

and u'd dream about it after the movie...

yeah,i remember how your eyes glittered and it was magic

it was magic to see that moment

bounded to these memories I am..

dont know what is going on..

you dont seem to care that i am acting this way?

and i dont really seem to care if you do...

mayb i like u, bt its not enough?

even when our plans get canceled

its like... that's alright...

sorry.. it should be my problem

i've never felt this insecure before..

i've never been so unsure..

what's next??

should we go on? should we stop?

what do you think?

i dont want to hurt you more if i had already done so..

i know, i put this onto myself.

i treated you differently than the way i should

i dont know why i am acting this way

it never really happened before

and i hate lies

so dont lie to me, it just makes me hate you more