intergrated with things and situations that i like the most...

work, friends... family(i miss them) the one? dont know yet..

tiring after working hours...

but looking forward to get back 2 my 2nd home n have a rest...

i miss my doggie.. bosco...

sometimes..

i do think back about her...

the places we've been to..

the things we did b4...

just the moments when i would miss her...

been a while since we've talked...

wonder how she is doing now... hope everything is fine...

and... if so you are reading this now...

sorry i cant find the pictures of ur childhood... ><

and.. gud luck in ur spm examinations =)

how would things become...

if i had an accident...
and hit my head...
and became stupid and act just like a kid or an animal...
at times i would just sit still looking into space..
at times i would sleep like there's no tomorrow...
at times i would do crazy stuff mayb with a pen or a spoon
at times i would just stand on an edge and feel the wind..

i wont be talking much...
you might not understand a word i say..
all communications of mine is down to body language..
i'll just keep quiet if u are not around..
i wont move much when u r nt beside...

at the same time... i would protect you...
at the same time... i would make you laugh...
at the same time... things i do scares u more...
at the same time... i only stick to u...


would you miss the way i used to be?

single and loving it...

just wana be who i wana be...

that carefree fella who wont care bout love

ntg else is replacing ntg in my heart..

coz everything in my heart,

its locked... and wont be MOVED!

work -----> exam ----> family -----> friends -----> her ------> ntg else.

how would things change into?

now.. it is just fine...

though all the little changes will change soon..

i'll pray for relationships to still b strong..

coz i dont wana miss a thing...

as for u...

nothing will change...

our situation now is just fine, just ok..

like i said before...

im not her...

i wont do what she did...

hope the reason u wana go back isnt because of me...

we'll be fine ... ^^

i love u, but i hope things remain the same...
this moment, is perfect...
and im trying to control all the feelings within me,
trying to control myself from being me,
trying to control the feelings that might mess things up,
its hard, bt i like u too much to let this go right now...
mayb someday, when u and me are in a different situation,
hopefully someday, we'll be 2gether, but mayb someday,
we'll still be smiling back

cherishing moments with you as a friend
hope there will be more of it the next time around
that's all i ask for

heh heh

a lil feeling from the past..

its been around 1 year..

i miss u =)

take care and good luck for your competition on monday

its actually quite sad to see have a fren leave because of misunderstandings..

though you try to make things right...

ntg seems to go your way..

but still, deep inside, you hope that you can still be as close as before..

and yet...reality still strikes you with the fact that, time wont go back..

as for me... im sad because i lost a friend...

things are not as it seems, if only she could have got tru her own head..

everything will be better...

im not in love with anyone..

i dont wana change anyone into wad they are not..

i dont wana do things that make ppl misunderstand their tru self...

i just wana be myself, and hang out with the people that can click with me

i dont give a damn bout how others feel...

coz you dont know the real thing...

i dont give a damn...

but i do feel sad... =(

hope things can get better soon...

coz there is too many friendship getting weaker because of me..

thought that i can be a happy single...

but still.... things may b better when i am more obsessed with a lover...

i pray that a day that this can turn the other dirrection...

with a sincere heart to sum1,

i really wanted to help..

and... i dont steal or take things away...

so please dont misunderstand...

i wont bother though it is heart breaking..

complications start!
oh yea... here we go...
shawty is an eeni-meenee-mynee-mo lover... =)
hahaha...
just an update on my life..

love= no data
friends= file received
studies= 30% loading
job? = 10% loading
money= trying to syncronize.. ==

lets think~

its time for me to really make a move..
its time for me to prove im worth something and some1..
its time for me to take a step into the real world
and deal with things in a different perspective..
i know i've been saying this for quite some time..
but this time..
i found out my main motivation..
and im gona work on it till i get my desired results..
i've been slacking out on life coz i've been in love..
but i found out...that love isnt everythings..
there's gotta be more to life then love..
yeap~
this time it will be different/
coz this time..
i've got my friends and people who really care for me..
=)
and of course.. i hope not to fall in love again~..
>< haih~~ but.... ... ...
i beter learn how to control my feelings as well..

u're the 1st person who wished me on my bday
u're the 1st person i met in the morning of my bday..
bt u were the last person i was thinking about at the end of 23rd march..
...
...
...
just that nobody knows..
that im stil in love with u..

good luck to u..
whoever that is u are thinking and posting about..
i will still be around =)
we'll be friends for a long long time..

u were the shortest meteor star..
bt the only 1 that i managed to wish upon..
i wished...
for u
to be happy everyday..
i wished...
for me
to be able to stand by u at ur lowest..

tear drops on my guitar?
yes

its been a weird day
with alot of different feelings..
i prayed to God today,
for things to change in my life..
studies, money, relationships..

conflicts within my heart...
i complicated my life...
urgh... now i cant seem to wana try to get over u

明天你就要走了..
会很想你吧..
你要加油...

今天结果一个吻也没有~..
你离开房间的时刻...
就知道了....
we'll still hv a happy ending

爱密思又...
都又密思蜜2?

==
hee...just wana tell some1 dat
im starting to feel different about things
and... you're part of the reason why..
for one, im more open minded?
XD hmmmm...
you make me smile like a kid..
and you also laugh like one as well..
im going to stick a small piece of my heart on u..
and if u dont like any lil piece of it,
you can take it off and then put it back into my heart..
if u wana make it look nicer, then take each piece of it,
and mend it into a shape u desire..

if so u are to do the same and gv me a small piece of ur heart,
i'll keep them all in a box, and frame it piece by piece,
coz every moment counts...
even if ntg special happens....
every moment is special coz u're with me..
C=